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Horeee....

Akhirnya,,, internet hidup lagi... sejak kemaren sempet down gara2 mati lampu bok... kek nya gw uda kecanduan internet nich, wakakaka.... habisnya kalo gag ada internet rasanya kurang hidup sich... :D:D just want to share my poem...hihihi... I don’t know what love is until I found you You make my life bright and clear Like a garden with so many beautiful flowers Your beauty so delighted me I take my vow and declare it to you I won’t love you just with the words The words of emptiness and barren For the heaven knew how much I love you Jesus thanks for all your love Ye made our love grew and glaring Ye made us one and led on To the path of joy and gracious love I won’t be afraid and worn out I won’t stop and turn back I won’t become weary and be gone ‘Coz your ring of love encircle tight to my heart

a brand new day

Today is a brand new day. I love the smell of morning... I love the fresh air too. Even if, last night i've got some insomnia. Well, maybe that's because of a cup of coffee i drank. Geezz, that's not very good too stay awake in the middle of feeling want to slept. But last night I'm so happy coz I can met my lovely God n have a chit chat with Him. I ask Him how come He so generous with me, even if, i always and often ignoring Him and hurt His heart. But, He still cares of me. He still waiting me to come and speaks with Him. It such a wonderful God I have. I often get angry to Him, but with His great patience, He calm me down. When I'm afraid, He accompany me. When I sick, He heal me. But, still I often hurt His feeling. I asked Him, why I often cannot do the same things to Him. It's bother me, to know that I love Him, but, I do the opposite to Him. I closed my prayer by asking Him to teach me, so I can love Him more, cares of Him more and more, and so on. Today&

THE LAST SECRET OF FATIMA

Is this of any relevance in light of the tsunami in Asia on the 26th of December, and more recently, the cyclone that struck Myanmar and the earthquake in China? Independent of any creed or Religion, it is better to be prepared and be in good Terms with GOD, though we never know when we will be leaving this world.... THE LAST SECRET OF FATIMA. The Church has given permission to reveal to the people the last part of the message. The Blessed Virgin Appeared to three children in Fatima, Portugal in 1917. This is a proven fact. One of these children is still alive, her name is Lucia and she is a Recluse nun and lives in a European monastery. Lucia disclosed the message for the first time to Pope Pio XXII, who after reading it sealed and stored it away without making it public. Later John XXIII read it and in the same manner as his predecessor, kept it out of public eye because he knew that once revealed, it will bring desperation and panic to human kind. Now the time has come and permis

hallo

halo... how r u frens?? hope ya'll have a great day... Phew... today... I feel so sleepy... but I can't go to bed coz I'm at the office right now... I've got to work right now... there's a lot of work I have to do... Oh... Jesus Christ... give me strenght okay... I'll never give up searching Your face, Jesus... see ya'll soon... Today's word: Read I Peter 5:5-6

GrEaT De...

hii...guys... my life is very great today. Yesterday God give me some new vision about a snake that can bite me anytime, about my future, my calling in Him, and so on. Well... you know Paul... at Acts 28, when he is at Malta ISland, he was bite by a snake. Snake bites you after you do a great job in the name of JEsus. Why?? coz you're very very dangerous for him. Snake knows your potential in God's so he scare if you succeed in God. Alot of christian people "die" not because a big storm, but they often "died" coz of a snake that bite you and make you go away from Lord. Remember this friend, when snakes bite you, that mean, he knows you're good in God so you're his big enemy. But, be still in God. Never give up. You still have something to do with God, and that must be a great job in the name of Jesus. Maybe what I write today confusing you, fren. But, remain one thing, just make an intimmate relationship with God, and you'll see better than befor

Lucky Man

Well, i dont what i should write here?? i little confused if i thinking 'bout my life... i've took a long journey that i feel doesnt have an end. Sometimes i ask God,"why this happen to me?? What should i do??" Sometimes i think my luck is bad... but when i come to that conclusion, i just come to another conclusion that though i'm at bad luck, but my Lord will become my fortune... I just think that i'm a lucky man coz my Lord allways take care of me... Oh, Lord just give me strength to go through my life... forgive me coz of my sin and my wrong... i just cant live without u, Lord Jesus... just teach me to walk with u...

WhAt's UP??

what's up guys... it's been a long time not to write on... Well... sometimes I feel confused 'bout my life.. It seem so complicated... Each time I want to reach out my dream, that time I've got trouble that make me don't understanda whya that happen???? It seem my path is very dark and black... and that time I ask God what's Your plans on me??? It seem You make me suffer, and the only answer I get is this: "Ya'll know what I'm doing when you go through it... Just stand by me... and I'll help u go through all this stuff..." I don't get it what kinda of answer that's... I feel so crush... and I can't stand anymore... But ones again He said,"Only believe..." Oh, Lord... when I ask You,"when this over?" whya never get Your answer... whata get just You want me to be close to You... Just help me Lord to go through my day by day... stand by You and close to You... Make my feet strong... I give up Lord... Do whatave

What a WeiRD FeeLing I had...

hello, it's me again... well, what i gonna to write today? uhm, last night i went home late around 6.30pm. phew, n ye know i caught on traffic jam. but, praise the Lord, not for long time like before. but, when i got home, i'm not feel tired. it looks like i have extra energy to do some more work. but, the really is i don't want do any work again tee-hee... coz i just want to get rest. but, when i think about God, i decided to pray at the moment (oh, i love U Lord). i know God wants me to meet Him that night. can i refusing it? actually i can, but i don't want to do that. n, ye know guys, if you come to Him with joy, grateful heart, n energetic, He will very happy because of what you have done. I told Him that I'm worried about my financial condition n 'bout my future. i told Him everything 'bout how i feel. n He gives me His word n i know He's not joking 'bout it. Read on Psalm 34:9-10 WEB version. in there you can read that everyone who fear the Lo

devil and angel

Devil and Angel... one of my friends used it as her nickname n suddenly i want to write about it. Everyone has their own devil and angel. They have their own good and bad side. It's like Yin-Yang, in the white circle, there is small black circle, and also, in the big black circle, there's small white circle. Nobody are pure black or pure white. Even the saints have their own weaknesses. Nobody's perfect. Even St.Paul, the Apostle, said that he has small thorn in his flesh, n when he asks God to take it away, God said,"In your weaknesses, my Name will be proclaim." Yes, God created us to do a good thing. But, because the sins, we lost His glory in us and unable to do the good things by ourself. So, God gives us His power and wisdom to enable us do the good things and please Him. Still, the decision is in our hand. Like on the Yin-Yang symbol, if we decide to give more food to our white side, we will make our Angelic side become stronger. If we feed more to our blac

put the glass down

A professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see & asked the students,' How much do you think this glass weighs? '50 gm!' ...'100 gm!' ......'125 gm' ......the students answered. 'I really don't know unless I weigh it,' said the professor, 'but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like this for a few minutes?' 'Nothing' the students said. 'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked. Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the students. 'You're right, now what would happen if I held it for a day?' Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis & have to go to hospital for sure!' ventured another student & all the students laughed. 'Very good. But during all this, did the weight of the glass change? asked the professor. 'No' 'Then what caused t

Power of PrAYeR

Do you know this story? It's worth reading..... A poor dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store. She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries. She softly explained that her husband was unable to work, they had seven children and Power of Prayer they needed food. John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store. Visualizing the family needs, she said: "Please , sir i will bring you the money just as soon as I can." John told her he could not give her credit , as she did not have a charge account at his store. Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family. The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, "Do you have a grocery list?" Louise replied, "Yes sir". OK he said

How Poor Are We?

One day a father and his rich family took his son to a trip to the country with the firm purpose to show him how poor people can be. They spent a day and a night in the farm of a very poor family. When they got back from their trip the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "Very good Dad!" replied his son. "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father asked. "Yeah!" "And what did you learn?" The son answered, "I saw that we have a dog at home, and they have four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of the garden; they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lamps in the garden; they have the stars. Our patio reaches to the front yard, they have a whole horizon." When the little boy was finishing, his father was speechless. His son added, "Thanks Dad for showing me how poor we are!" Today's Lesson: Our outlook on life depends on the way you look at things. What others may think as riches, other

Andoy's Story

Somewhere in Milaor, Camarines Sur, Philippines there lived a 4th Grader boy named Andoy who would follow this route to school everyday. He has to cross the rugged plains and cross the dangerous highway where vehicles are recklessly driving to and from. Once passed this highway, the boy would take a short cut by passing by the church every morning just to say hi to Jesus, and faithfully say his, “magandang umaga po“ in Bicol dialect. A priest, who was so happy to find innocence so uplifting in the morning, was faithfully watching the boy. “kamusta Andoy! Papasok ka Na?” “opo padre…” he would flash his innocent grin, the priest would be touched. The priest was so concerned that one day he talked to Andoy, “from School…”, he advised “do not cross the highway, you can pass through the church and i can accompany you to the other side of the road… That way i can see that you are home safe. “thank you father.” “why don’t you go home? Why do you stay in this church right after school?” “i ju

F.A.I.T.H

Jesus Christ is savior. Well, i know bout it. but sometimes, there's something inside me doubt it. it says in my heart,"Is that true?" "Do you really believe it?" "If he is a savior, why my life is so difficult?", etc... Then I realize, hey, that's mean I still a human, so I need God n I still normal. If i just received it without try to understand what i believe, i would be a dumb man... That's why God give me brain n heart to think logically and to feel His existence surround me. Now, i'll ignore all that dumb questions above. What i more care about is what the meaning of Jesus for my life... Jesus gives all He has for me, and i know its more than enough. The big question now,"what i have give to Him?" "If it's enough what i give to Him?"

life

life is not easy... there will be alot of probs... a lot of joy and tears a lot of loving kindness and hatred but we can always choose to love or to hate... to bring peace or war... to be joy or sad to forgive or take revenge it's up to us... which we want to choose...

The Room

Gambar
In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features save for the one wall covered with small index-card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endlessly in either direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I Have Liked." I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening

Sorry...

Sorry if i do wrong... sorry if i hurt you... sorry if i never understand you... but i never meant it... maybe sorry is not enough... but hope there's still one chance for me.... to fix your broken heart... i will always love you... whatever you do, wherever you are, i will always beside you...

HeaVeN'S ResiDeNCe

I've ever write about my dream in my other blog. Now, I want to share it here. I write about Heaven's Residence. I've got this when I go to my sista home in Bekasi, Jakarta. When I go back home and start to pray, God's give me a story about Heaven Residence. Maybe you are remember about what Jesus said in the Bible that He go to settle a place for us in Heaven (John 14:2-3). Well, this is the story about it... There's a Servant of God live in somewhere. One day, God took him to Heaven to show him a house that God build for him. Before that, God show him the neighborhood. God says to him,"Look at there. Isn't that beautiful?". "Ah-do. It's very beautiful and huge.", he replies. It's a luxury house that God show to him. God took him inside the house. and wow, the bathtub is from gold, the bedroom is from emerald and there's some ruby and jade scattered around the house. And God show him other house that almost done. All the house a

QuesTiON 4 ALL

Gambar
Jesus asks us to forgive others unlimited times. But sometimes, it more easy for us to blame others n take revenge than to evaluate ourself n forgiving others. Small things can make big things for us when dealing with others. Not just blaming others but, more of that, we often too easily blaming God for everything happened in our life. We questioning God,"why this happen to me, not to him/her?" "How could You do this to me, Lord?" and not only questioning God, we blame Him and curse Him for worse. We often say,"God, if You're God, why it happen to me?" "It's Your fault Lord..." "Lord, I hate You." Or we say to Him,"Lord why You don't help me?" "Why You leave me alone?" "Why and why and why...." bla... bla... bla... It's very easy for us to see that Lord isn't do anything when we need Him. It's easy for us to see others fault and correct them than to see our own fault. It's easy

a WinDShiELD...

Last night i was back home earlier. It's very nice to go back home earlier. I arrived at 9 pm... After have a little chit chat with my foster mom, i take a shower. In the middle of it, God asks me about past, present and future. He told me about how a leader must face their past, present and future. Everyone has a past, but just few of them can used their past as a lesson for their present, n have a vision for their future. They just flowing without a purpose, and the worst, it happened to the church leader also. how a pity... God also told me about a car. He asks me why a rear view in a car is smaller than the windshield. Do you know why? He told me that if the windshield as smaller as the rear view, nobody will be able to drive and there will be a lot of accidents happened. Why? because they can't see what in front of them. It's important to know what is ahead us when we drive, coz we drive forward not backward, right? Rear views just help us to make anticipation if some

GrOWtH YouR FaiTH

G Go to God in prayer daily ( John 15:7 ). R Read God's Word daily ( Acts 17:11 ); begin with the Gospel of John. O Obey God moment by moment ( John 14:21 ). W Witness for Christ by your life and words ( Matthew 4:19 ; John 15:8 ). T Trust God for every detail of your life ( 1 Peter 5:7 ). H Holy Spirit - allow Him to control and empower your daily life and witness ( Galatians 5:16,17 ; Acts 1:8 ). Have a nice day!!